I feel like the distance is taking a toll on us.
I feel so underappreciated.
I hope everything I'm doing now and going through now for you...is worth it.

Do you really appreciate me?
Or am I just some 19 year old teenager that you just really like at the moment..and nothing more after that?
Why do I feel as if I always come last?

I want to feel important and I want to be loved, god damn it! :'(

Sigh. I don't know how long more can I take....