My navel piercing. :D :D :D

First up, I like it how the video started synchronised with the background music beat. HAHA!

O M G. I'm sorry that I'm fat okay, I've got like double chin! :( And I really don't know how I got it. -.- Does anyone knows how to get rid of it? :/

Someone said I was a good girl in Malaysia but when I came to UK, I've gone wild. Well, I'm not gonna BS here by saying I didn't. Honestly? A little bit I guess, but then again, I am still the Carmen we all know. :)

I miss baby. Mwahh!! :-*

ps : Those of you that watches Heroes, have you watched episode 25 yet? O M G. It's just sicccccckkkk!! You SO have to watch it okay! My friend just introduced me to a new series (well, not quite new, considering it just finished its first season) called Fringe. It's not too bad either. :D :D

oh btw, don't write on my FB wall regarding my navel piercing...cause I didn't tell my family. :P

Mucho loves! :)

Update.

I might not be coming back.



















in June.
HAHA. Did I scare ya? But do you guys really care if I came back? :'(

My family is probably coming over to UK for holiday. The whole lot. Should be fun. If they do come, then I'm only coming back in July.

And when I go back, I am most probably be working in Prometric as well, because I have been summoned! I am that good. *proud laugh*
But I'm not sure whether I should. I mean I get paid really really well, but then again, there goes my summer holidays. :(
Not sure. I really want the cash though, so most probably I would take up the job again. But could I see you guys on weekends? :(

See so many sad smileys. :( It shouldn't be called smileys either. Should be called sadleys. :(

So that's that. So Luke, if I'm coming back in June, you could fetch me. :P Oh man, long highway somemore. Speeeeeeeeed!!!!!

Oh, anyways, summer is almost here. Time for beaches and bikinis. Which one do you like best?

Just below 30 pounds.

Imagine this in full red and change it to string bottom - 30 pounds.

This is so F nice. But 50 quid - so bloody expensive.

The first two would be better for me, because I'm so darn flat chested. But I like the third's design. :(

I think I'll be getting the second one though.
But do tell me which one is nicer though, might change my mind. :)

ps : Oh, I am getting my navel piercing the end of this month. Can't wait! :D :D

Recent picture of Eric and I :)
This is before I highlighted my hair.

Loved and blessed. :)

Hello there.

Easter holiday is over.
It felt so weird to step into uni turf again today.

Today is such a horrrrribbbbllleee day. Just unspeakable.
I am so gonna get 0% for my Macroeconomic test.
I had 10 chapters, 500 over pages to read, and I just started yesterday.
Guess how many chapters did I manage to read?

BLOODY FIVE CHAPTERS!

F.U.C.K!

Oh well, when I took the test, I couldn't relate what I read to the questions at all. :(

Which reminds me as well, my finals is in a months time, and then I'll be back home in Malaysia! Yippee do. Can't wait. It will also be my last trip back to Malaysia, I won't be going home next year. :S

I feel so sad that I won't be able to celebrate Eric's birthday with him. Any suggestions on what I should do for his birthday?

I feel...loved.
You're the one I want to kiss good night everytime I go to bed.
You're the one I want to wake up beside every morning.

I like it when you just quietly look at me when I'm falling asleep.
Mwah! :-*

Flowers in my hair.

I was one happy girl yesterday. :)

The other day, I bought a pot of flower from Ikea. I love the idea that everytime I come into my room, it smells like flowers and not like my stinky socks, or my overdue tom yum soup.
My room has a can of coke, with dried roses from Valentines.

I am such a pathetic girl that wants flowers (so they can be added to my dried flowers when they....[hmm, how shall i put it?] move on to the next life), that I always pluck flowers from everywhere. But eventually they would die in just few hours. :( (oh mannnn, I feel like I am a plant killer or something)


So, I bought the plant from Ikea and I told Eric bout my purchase.
Eric : So what did you buy from Ikea?
I : I bought flowers...!!
Eric : Flowers...? Why would you wanna buy flowers from Ikea?
I : Cause....I like flowers, and not like anyone buys them for me. So, I bought them myself!
Eric : Oh...I see.

Then, came along yesterday.


There was this guy, called Andy who added me in Facebook.
He asked me out. I don't know him, I've never met MET him before (though I would occasionally bump into him in University, but he doesn't recognise me [my pictures are very deceiving! lols]).

So I said no, but he kept being pushy and ANNOYING!


In the end, I said yes to shut him up, but I told him I would like to come along with someone else (He's friends with some of mine as well). But he kept saying that if someone else came along then he wouldn't be able to get to know me that well...bla bla bla.

He was so god damn annoying that we came to a conclusion that we would just meet up for an hour or two, on that day itself! (Don't he sound pretty desperate to "know" me?)

Then I told Eric that this guy is asking me out and such. And Eric was trying to squeeze some obvious facts into my tiny peanut brain that this guy has some other intentions. But I kept telling Eric that I would only meet him for a couple of hours, plus, in public! Then we started arguing bout this stupid Andy. :(


And I felt so frustrated that I was stuck between this two guys. One keep asking me to go out with him, and the other kept asking me to not go out with him, but if I want to, I would have to bring someone else (but Andy DON'T WANT anyone else to come along).

In the end, I told Andy that I'm seeing Eric and he doesn't like the idea of me going out with him alone, and he matters to me more than..going out with him (was indirectly telling Andy).

But I could tell that Eric was annoyed that I had to go against him. :(

AND ALL OF THIS WAS ON FACEBOOK CHAT! *pop*pop*pop*POP*!
and Eric was working at the moment.


Then, after everything, Eric said he wants to continue his work again and I asked him that is he angry about all this, but no reply. :(

One hour later, there was a knock on my door, and when I look through (there's this hole thingy that enables you to look who's knocking on the door or something....lets called it, John) John, and I saw Eric! (He was definitely posing laa. Wearing sunglasses, leaning against the wall, one hand in the pocket, the other holding TWO bouquets of flowers! -.-" Damn Chinese TV series like lor! LOL)

I was well surprised, cause he told me that he couldn't visit me that week. (Eric doesn't stay in Southampton anymore...but he makes an effort to visit me every week)

*heart melts*


I lliokvee him. :)


Could you imagine that if I actually went out with that Andy guy that day, Eric's plans will all be ruined? (Oh, I lliokvee him even more!)

ps : There's a reason why he bought two bouquets of flowers (guys where got so generous hor!). It was because he liked the white one, but he remembers that I like purple, so he wasn't sure which one I would like more, so he got both of them! :)


pps : I don't know what type of flowers are those, if anyone knows, do tell.

No vase, I put it into a Coke bottle. :P
That's my Ikea flower on the right! :)




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My uber uber handsome baby.

I went to Portsmouth the other day, and I didn't get to buy anything cause all too big for me. lols. But I am like those type of shopaholic that I can't stand it if I didn't buy anything. (but that doesn't mean I wasn't thinking of buying the whole outfit for him)

So, I saw this whole outfit on the mannequin in FCUK.
I thought "Damn, baby would look soooo good in this!"
So, I bought the whole outfit. LOLS!

And the salesguy was flirting with me la. -.-"
But he's quite cute, so it's okay. :D

Glad it suits baby well. :)
He's so handsomeeee! *melts*

ppps : Sorry bout the messy room. lols.








Stupid Andy, I hate you.

I don't know what's on your mind.
It's so difficult.

I bought the flowers because no one buys them for me.
I guess it also says, i should take care of myself instead of hoping you would.

I miss you so much.
More than anything.
I try to be understanding...but sometimes how I wish you could see it in my eyes that I care for you more than you do.

SOLD

CREAM 4" PEEP TOE WEDGES.

Fuck off bitch.
Go play and flirt with other bastards.
You have a boyfriend already.
Stop being such a sadist.

Fucking cunt.

I think this may be more than just like.

I finally gotten my answer.
I guess talking to someone way older and mature...does help.
I'm feeling better. :)



I'm going to Portsmouth tomorrow for shopping!
Bicester for shopping! Still waiting for Aimee to come back to Soton.

p/s: SF, I can't read your blog. -.-" email add: carmyong@gmail.com

THINGS TO SELL OFF

Never worn it before.
Reason of sale: A little too big for me.
Condition : PERFECT. No flaws.

CREAM 4" PEEP TOE WEDGES.
SIZE UK8/41

Perfect with dresses to create that sweet look you always wanted.
Wear it with white laced dress, or with your skinny jeans.

IT'S A MUST MUST IN EVERY GIRL'S CLOSET! ;)

Worn ONCE only
Condition : Perfect
Reason of sale : Too short for me


100% CHIFFON CORSET DRESS.
SIZE UK 8/S

Length from underarm to hem: 24 inches
Bust: 28 inches
Waist (under bust): 26 inches

Very light, very comfortable, very sexy.
Adjustable straps.
Ruffles on the chest area gives out an illusion of a huger asset!
If you have huge assets, don't worry! Because you can adjust it at the back!
Perfect for night out, bringing sexy back into the club!
For the dare devils, pair it with waisted belts and you're good to go on a casual date! ;)

IT'S A MUST MUST IN EVERY GIRL'S CLOSET! ;)





Worn ONCE only.
Reason of sale: A little too big for me.
Condition : PERFECT. No flaws.

BURNING RED 5" PEEP TOE STILETTO.
SIZE UK 7/41 - RUNWAY COLLECTION.

It's so sexy and gorgeous that it could pair up with almost anything you could think of.
Let it be that sexy dress you always wanted to wear for an event but just haven't got the right stiletto to go with ; or probably that hot pants that you were dying to show your long legs with on that night out (because its 5", it makes your legs look longer!)

IT'S A MUST MUST IN EVERY GIRL'S CLOSET! ;)

Ask me for pricing details.
Malaysians, I could ship over the goods. :)
Please spread the news. I'm trying to clear my wardrobe, so new things can come in! :D