What is wrong with me?

I'm missing you so badly.
I wish you were here.

Kept crying since that day, putting on a smile for everyone to see that I'm alright especially my mum but when I'm not.

I'm suffering. So much.

The separation period has begun.
How long would I take to recover?
How long would I take to find back my smile?
How long would I take to be ready again....to be hurt by you...again?

Will you be hurting me again?

I really wish I could hear your voice and hug you right now.